A Letter To My Husband When I Die - A Letter For the Future

My love, my soulmate, I hope you are in your very best of health. No matter where you are, I hope you always be happy. 

You still remember the moment of our happiness when I’m still right beside you? I am still there but closer. Closer than you think because I always be there, in your heart. I’m sorry I can’t be there in person to hold your hands and shed your tears when you are in pain in remembering my presence. Although I’m no longer exist in the world, our love will never vanish and you know how strong and real is the love we shared.

The loving and precious moment we shared since we are friends, best friends, lovers, a loving married couple, parents to our beautiful children, and how we grow old together will always be remembered. Those beautiful moments when we sing, dance, cook, pray, write, draw, study, work, and all the loving things we done together always makes me happy and really hope that I can stretch the time longer to be with you all the time. The tears that we both had those days make our relationship grow stronger day by day. We always uphold our relationship because it is so real and pure right from the heart.

The obstacles that we have gone through together never failed us instead it makes our love stronger than ever. Even I’m not here sitting next to you darling, I always be there uphold our beautiful love.

This very moment of writing, I have no idea when I’m going to have my last breath, how I’m going to die and where it shall be. All I know that the time will definitely come and if it comes I hope I will die in your arms next to our beautiful family members that always be by our side in the times of good and bad. 

Thinking of death makes me nervous but having you there holding me when I’m about to leave will ease the pain of dying. Never want to leave, but God need to take me to be with Him and I shall wait you in the beds of heaven, love.

Though I’m still in my best health right now, it is best for me to write you one last letter to tell you how deep is my feelings for you. Although you know how much I love you, I’m afraid I could not say how much I don’t want to go and how much I love you in the moments of dying. Please remember, my love for you would always be forever.

In times of missing me, look at our children because they are a part of me, a part of us. Love them with all your heart as how you love me before and forever would it be. Tell them how much I love them, how much we love them everyday. Stay strong hubby for our legacy. Fight for love and peace for humanity as how I would fight for them if I’m still alive. I will always be fighting for you, with you.

Love, you are always be the best husband, father, soulmate that I could ever wish for. I am so grateful to have you in my life until my day come. Thank you so much for giving me the best life and beautiful loving memories. Thank you for standing by my side at times I’m cripple and not be able to live my life. I love you so much and will always be forever. I love you so much, love.

With Undying Love,

Your wife, Sofia

 

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